Laid my grandmother to rest yesterday, it was gloomy and rainy, go figure. She had a good service surrounded by those that loved her. My mom found her "lucky beans" and gave me one to have as a keepsake, will carry it with me maybe it will bring me luck. I have two of her progam papers going to cut each in half and find some pretty trim and attempt to make a picture frame to put them in and have a memorial to remember her by. I did ok up to the point at the end when you walk up to say final goodbyes and lost it, I broke down hard all but collapsed on her casket it was really hard. Today I haven't felt like doing much but juse mope around and stare into space. I may be much help here for a while but will put in where I can.