I don't how to describe it but something is not right with me. I am tired alot, haven't felt good since about thanksgiving. Don't want to sound gross but every morning I have to blow my nose and its just awful sometimes its got blood clots others just a yellow nasty mess. I am exhausted all the time no energy for nothing. Not sure if just from work or not getting good sleep, in my down time even after I get home from on my early days say i get off at 3 by 4 I am home and by 5 I am asleep sometimes even by 6 r 7 I fall alseep about 2 or 3 hours then wake up, fall back alseep about 11 then have to get up 5 to be at work 6. I use to be awak by 8 now I am lucky if am awake by 10. Thats not me, kinda thinking its this work schedule its not a set time, its whats called a corparate cycle, I work 6 on 1 off 4 on one off then 3 on 2 off 3 on 2 off 3 on 2 off and repeat. I work anywhere form 6 am to 11 at night, sometimes pull a mid shift thats either 9, 10 or 11 till 8 latest at night most times its either a 9-6 or 10-7. This past week we being push hard to get or spring sets ready and it was pretty much up to me during the to get work done and it took its toll. I am tired, hurting like no other, already have a bad back from a wreck in 97. And what we have at work is alor of big heavy 100 pound plus boxes to move and lift of product to stock, or put away for storage helping cutomers, getting them loaded up. I know once before I was anemic I have always been that way, don't like talking pills either OTC or from a doc. But may have to get to a doctor and see what can be done. Its hurting my relationship, causing arguements and such. Plus not having alot of money don't help, after pay day what 2 or 3 bills I have, plus gas to drive 25 miles to work leaves me with about 50 bucks next payday. Living with my MIL I need to pay her something to help out and can't. I know I am in a partial depression due to my grandmothers passing this past december but I should be past that by now. I have been thinking of visting her gravesite and asking her what to do, I know sounds weird but she always had a answer if nothing else would just listen to you rant and then just smile. I really miss that alot. As much as I hate to hear I may have to go to the doc and see whats going on. I always just chalked it upas getting older but i am only 41. Everytime i see that ads for the extenge pill guy I wonder If thats the issue, but I don't want to have take pills, the side effects aren't worth it to me.